It's probably not you then.
You probably would've recognised me from the flag and pic.
I was talking about the tomoko poster from the old days of /bant/, he said he was going away some time ago, i miss him...
I thought you might've been him since he also had some issues with drugs but i guess i was being optimistic.
Anyways i'm sorry about your gf and loneliness dude, have a bunny hug, you probably need it.