I think your definition is wrong. Anyway, I have been trying to fix the bullshit that effects me on a daily basis, it's mainly psychological though, there isn't much in my external environment causing me problems. There's nothing for me to hate, really. My dad is just as chilled out as I am so I'm pretty sure it's genetic, too. Anyway, I've started working out and I've been trying to get an hour of sunlight a day. Seeing some positive results, my libido is increasing and I feel more confident and positive about stuff.
...Also I wanna get stronk so the girl I like can punch me in the gut and I wont immediately tap out like a pussy. That an aesthetics. Yeah.