god dammit i can't even jack off normally anymore because i'm so hung up on this girl. when she had a boyfriend everything made sense when we hung out but the last time i saw her it was the day after her bf broke up with her and shit was clearly different between us. i'm scared /bant/ i don't know what to do i really like this girl but we've been friends for a long time and i dont want to fuck that up. it's been 2 years since i've been in any kind of relationship and i'm still not fully recovered from all the bullshit i went through and i don't want to be shitty to her because i'm used to people being shitty to me.
i know 99% of you guys out there don't care but fuck i just needed somewhere to get this out. tell me your stories guys, maybe we can help eachother out.