After 2 years operation lost boy is finally coming to a close and I'll have turned my e-bf into an IRL-bf. 2 more weeks of thugging is all that's left. Looking back I don't know how the fuck this happened but at some point I pulled some kind of magic.
Anon don't let your dreams being big stop you from chasing them. In the end sometimes all we have is our hopes and dreams.
Make them real anon. You can do it.