my good fellow man of patrician taste nothing anyone tells you is gonna help you
what gives someone purpose is not going to work for another, its something that you have find for yourself and that means trying a lot of new things which is scary, hence why life can hard sometimes
youre gonna fail a lot, youre gonna struggle and probably cry a little but as so long as youre willing to keep rising after each fall you will be ok
of course theres no shame in just wasting away either thats whats a good chunk of people do
will you waste away or try again?