Rubbish, you're just trying to find reasons to put yourself down hehe. I can tell you're depressed and I know it's not easy. Have you ever considered counseling or seeing a behavioral therapist? Talking to someone face to face will help you. You just have to make sure you find a connection with one. Personally I prefer talking to a male. I've seen loads of mental health professionals most of my life.
You know there could be a few reasons why you're depressed, maybe you're lonely, feel inadequate or you have low testosterone levels. Why don't you try talking some sports supplements and 5-htp. They're amino acids that your body naturally produces.