people sometimes have told me that i move robotic or weird. and i can stare into nothingess alot and then people tell me i really have a "thinking face" part of me thinks the NPC meme is real but sometimes even the people i would write off as NPC say some shit that almost makes them seem sentient. Also i dont see myself as very special so who knows if im one or not, im bad at grammar aswell as at mathmatics and basically failed this whole educational system. I think constantly though, to the point it drives me insane. My girlfriend seemed like the first real person ive ever met and we already agreed to marriage and wnating kids. Thats my motivation in life and whether im some special beeing other than that i dont care about too much. maybe im just autistic?