thanks for caring pals, I don't really wanna get much into it. I just wanted to share how I felt in hopes it would make me feel a little better.
I realized today makes 3 years since she left me. I always thought that time heals everything and that it would be impossible to feel this way forever. sitting here today realizing that i don't feel any better than i ever did about it is really making me lose hope.
her initials were SM. she was my best friend. I don't feel like there will ever be a time in my life where i'm not just trying to fill the void.
thanks for listening to my pathetic ramblings bros.