I just wanted to say that I've been a coward recently.
I thought that if i didn't interact with you i couldn't make things worse than they were and maybe things would somehow return to normal, but i understand now that i was just being a coward.
Nothing will change if i don't do anything.
I understand if i never regain your trust but i think it's still worth a try even in vain.
I'll stop trying to be out of your way now.
Unless of course you'd prefer it like that...