My reason agrees with you, and I think at this point it's better for our kid to be raised by me alone than us both (Plus, I know that if we stayed together she would treat me badly every time she gets depressed, which can be more often than not. When our baby was one year old I started to reach the limit and even physically it's difficult to handle because of the stress and etc.) My heart still tells me I'm kind of betraying her, and letting her in a really shitty place. But it seems she doesn't mind being alone again. She tells me everything and its opposite though so I never know her true feelings and honestly I stopped trying to understand her logic. I think I would become crazy otherwise..
The thing is, I still don't know what's the best option for us. I hope I took the good decision, but I know that I would have started to really hate her if we continued like this for one year more. I married her "civically" when we found out we were going to have a baby. I am Catholic and asked her to convert in order to marry religiously later on (I did not want to marry religiously right away in case it turned badly, as there is no divorce possible there). She seemed really happy to convert for me, until she had the baby. Then she didn't give any more fucks. That made the whole ordeal harder to go through.... Now I am waiting and if she doesn't get her shit together by next Christmas I'll ask for divorce yes. If that's the case i wish I'll find another woman to raise my kid and build a strong family, but honestly I'm not sure I'll have such an opportunity.>>3540507
The worst for me is that when i reminded her that she wasn't like that in the beginning, she answered "of course! You would not have stayed with me otherwise!". That sums it up really well, doesn't it?
Thanks for listening to my rant. This thread was not about me but I hope this will make you more cautious than i was.