tell us what your life is like so we can understand more of your situation.
i can tell you i have had the same feeling as you numb every thing has no flavor even the things that you once found happiness in are tasteless
just hold on be at peace even in the chaos of life i have learned that the numb i feel in life lets me think when every one is losing their minds
take one day at a time think not of what you will wear or eat you can prepare for the future but understand life is like a never ending storm but those who find peace in this chaos can over come many things that others cant
there is a book that i heard of that in times of chaos those who embrace the chaos become great leaders and many believe that these leaders had mental illness of one form or another while those who had no mental illness could become a great leader in times of peace
i have Autism Depression and probably many others that have not yet been found yet
the world is your paint canvas try new foods you have not eaten read learn new things or master the areas you have some skill at if you are good at math try to master it if you are good at writing master that if you want to research about old civilization than learn maybe you will see something that will save your country or give you the advantage when shit hits the fan because it all ways does do what you want
with warm regards USA Anon