>>5149931>Just be conscientious like me
My white dad isn't conscientious, but he operates off of love and a desire to be better than people he cared about.
I don't have anyone I care about on this earth except for my sister, and she's married, so I never see her.
I think I needed more people to care about than my father because I'm part black, but I don't have anyone in my life, so I'll probably never get anywhere. I didn't learn to ride a bike until I was 21. I never had a reason to learn.
Even Eurasians complain that they're "lazy" when they live like me. I'm far-less capable than the average man, and I'm going to die this way because there's nothing coming.
I can either live a miserable life working for no reason, or I can kill myself.