Listen to me, HRT will not make you into a woman. Hormones are not the only thing that seperates the sexes. Your body and brain is wired for the male sex hormons, especially your brain which is a very complicated history. If you start taking estradiol it will cause some superficial "feminine" features such as breast growth and skin changes, but you will not in any way become a female. You will upset the natural balance of your body, you can never shift your body to the point where you actually become a woman - this is not possible. Hormones are but a small part of this, if anything taking hormones will only make you feel worse in the long run. You will start processes which are not meant to be started, that will disrupt the balance and likely cause you a lot of harm over all. The doctors and community that prescribe these drugs and urge people to do this do not know what they are doing, we do not have a full understanding of this but EVERY SINGLE DOCTOR will agree with me on that you CAN NOT become the opposit sex, you simply can not. We do not have the technology or knowledge to achieve this, so please do not ruin your life with these delusional thoughts, it will not help you in any way.