>>6487507>I just was really passionate about training and will power basically
You can still be passionate about it. Don't let your height stop you.>I started to feel like a little boy>I started to see height as the thing that defines a male
Have you ever thought of disregarding this perception in favor of a view more catered towards defining who you are as a man being more mental, behavioral and emotional than physical? Because it seems your current view is hurting you more.>I could start my training again
Noting is stopping you except you.>Maybe if someone could teach me to love myself, I could get over it
That's not how it works anon. Nobody can teach you how to love until you learn to love yourself.
Look I'm not going to beat around the bush anymore because I've got a pretty good handle on the kind of person you are. So buckle up because shits about to get real.
There's nothing stopping you from doing anything and your entire issue is that you won't let go of comparing yourself to other people which has made you insecure about who you are on a physical trait you CANNOT change. No amount of surgery is going to change how you feel inside about yourself. You're projecting your own disdain for you giving up on your passion because of your height onto well your height. You figure if you change that everything will fall into place. It wont. You'll realize you're still miserable, you're still depressed and you have a low sense of self worth because you may be able to change how you look but that won't change your genes which you've already attested they define you more than how you look.
Here's my advice. Stop dwelling on something you can't change. You're like an alcoholic who won't admit that the problem isn't booze the problem is you. You need to focus on changing what you can instead of how tall you are because nobody but you really cares. You've let it inhibit your life to the point of not being able to form meaningful relationships.