Just my two cents, but I think it’s good you quit. I know so many people who ended up wagecucking at a job they hated for decades on end. I was once taking a cab home, when the driver struck up a conversation. He was about in his mid 40s. The conversation eventually led to how he got his job. He got it as a side job in his 20s, and he kinda just never left it. You just quit in November, so chill for awhile. It may not be easy, but I would try to find a job you at least like somewhat.