Its ok. It felt good to get it off my chest.
Ive basically lost everything. House, car, business, friends.. got dumped by gf. Its been 2 years and and I cant seem to get any of it back.
Last 6 months, Ive been creeping away further and further. A couple of bottles of vodka a day.
Im living with family and they are keeping an eye on me but something tells me that unless I stop, ill lose what little I have left.
So I am thinking about stopping. Just, drinking is the only thing making me happy. The hangovers not so much but I can litterally drink 6 days a week before I wake with a hangover.