I fit most if not all of the criteria for future serial killer and it's got me worried. I could hurt a lot of people if I go to that side. While I don't give a damn about THEM, I wouldn't be able to forgive myself for stooping to that level. If I ever end up on the news, I'll shout you guys out I guess, but I hope it won't end up like that.
And no, I haven't been fantasizing about killing anyone. I don't see it as being worth my time. As edgy as it is, for me murder would just be stomping a sugar ant. A waste of time and energy.