>>7687812>The future I desire can only be reached via my own two feet. Also, having done this for long enough, it's not really even much of a burden any more.
That is such a great motivational post anon, thanks for sharing!>>7687771
Ah well where to start...i started to think that maybe I wanted some change in my life...you know the whole self improvement thingy. It wasn't what I thought it would be in the end. I feel so alianeted with my self, sometimes I dont even know how I became like this in such a sort period of time. Is it the different amount of socialization? The change of pace at which i approach my problems? Anyway something changed about me and I don't like it, so now I try to balance things again. Exams for university through me in a loop too. And very recently my very dearest of friends have passed away, my pet cat. It was very sudden and I don't thing I can easily recover. It was a shock on top the other things I mentioned.
And today i choose for no reason to come here again. Maybe because I wanted to tlak to someone about this, someone who doesn't know me and doesn't expect things of me. Or maybe I just missed this ramblings. who knows really, maybe both.
all thse may sound...like trouble, but before my pet going away, I was feeling a strange contentness, if that is word. The groef is still going so it will be a while till i feel like that again, but I am again strangely hopeful.
Thank you for even attempting at reading at my blogposts. Keep this Happy threads up, they have a place in my herat as always!~>>7687813
This pic reminded me of my childhood time that I spend in my village, up in the Greek mountains. The house we have up there is strangly just like the one in the picture, a single living room where everyone was spending their time in, with various curiosities for child like me to explore, and a fireplace to keep us warm if we where there during the cold winter.
And I rember that fondly~