First time I tried to leave her she pretended to have mental breakdowns and depression and begged to come see me.
She still kept fucking around with me after that even tho she knew she was on thin ice. So I told her to never talk to me again until she finishes college.
I kept in contact with her sister. A very beautiful soul with little in common with her sister. But when I went to Damascus "Her city" she called me on my phone and we talked a bit. I realized it was still the same old fool I always had talked to. And blocked her on the phone.
She still had her PC in my possession. Something she begged me to keep after our first fight "So she can re-open communication"
Tried to call me. It got declined automatically. Sent me a message asking me to fetch her computer monitor from an internet cafe she left it at "The fucking nerve" and finally asked me to send her back her PC.
I sent it with her mom. Never heard from her again.
Well except one time she was streaming and I decided to fuck with her. I was genuinely pissed off that instead of going to college she was wasting her time with "projects" that she'll give up on half way. I was still following her on youtube and it bothered me because every day there was like a couple of hour of streams and until then I didn't have it in me to unfollow her.
So I went there. Told her everything she fucked up very calmly in the chat.
You could see her face going from smirky happiness like "I knew you'd come back to talk to me" to "Oh my fucking god I don't want to live anymore" And as sad it was for me. Because I still love her to some extent. It was satisfying as shit.
I unfollowed her. And it's been months ever since then.
I wouldn't look back. Would never look back.