You don't get it, do you? It's not about you or me. It's about the sociological insanity and illness/injury.
All I wanted to do, was see if two people could hold hands, regardless of geography. And without the bullshit. But I guess that was too gay for the world, because she, was a she, and I, was a he. So I had to revert to a form of threat violence, to get it done.
If the cosmos is right, it won't matter, and the rest of you have a tumultuous path.