It was a deliberate effort, however I am good at compartmentalizing my thoughts. I often have debates with myself internally or simultaneously hold two contradictory positions at once to try and figure out what I want to do/think. It's difficult for me to know whether there is something special about my psychological makeup that makes me able to do this or if it's something that anyone is capable of. I assume anyone is capable of it, but everyone's experience is different and I have no comprehension of what it's like to be someone else. Some people struggle to even think in words at all. So idk man. >>8986367
I love you anon, even if you don't <3
No homo. ᵁᶰᶫᵉˢˢ ʸᵒᵘ ʷᵃᶰᵗ ʰᵒᵐᵒ>>8986371
I tried that once. It is very hard.