Take 2: This time image posting works.
Last one (>>3810300) hit image limit. "Thread for the friends who prefer the darker side of life; the macabre, the gothic, the morose, the tragic, or who just look very sad in general."
here's my blogpost: it's been 17 months since we split. she was a person that I knew once, idk if I even know her anymore, I hope I do but honestly, she's no longer a woman or even a person to me anymore. Gender as well as humanity melted away from my image of her long ago leaving just this idea of a perfect partner. Loneliness is quite hard. I often want to cry, but nothing comes out, sometimes I manage a few tears but that's all. Nothing cathartic like sobbing. Started the new years off by crying to myself alone. Thanks to any anon that read this, I deeply appreciate it.