Thanks for sharing, I feel like these threads are always better when you guys are humans and not just robots who post Nonons.
I totally get that, though, I live in Pennsylvania, where I have no friends or family. Nonon is my waifu because of her character and stuff, but before I watched K-On, I never really appreciated her for anything other than "she's pretty fucking hot".
Now I see her as a perfect fucking goddess and it makes me sick because I'm attracted to a fucking 2D underage schoolgirl who had three seconds of screentime. Nonon barely got any character, and yet I fall in love with her. Yet again, she's the closest thing that I'll have to real affection from a woman because I spent my high school and middle school days helping girls with their crushes and problems because I was too much of a sperg to make a move on them. In fact, I did and still do like a girl, but I was and am an autist who couldn't ask her out because; "She's so superior and pretty and I'm and ugly ass guy who'll never please her and just end up a salaryman like everyone else."
Now that I've written this, I realised how bad I really am; I'm talking about my autism to a bunch of random people who come here only for a fictional girl.