i'm sorry I was misunderstood
i would not ever pretend being lain, lest trying to actually be lain
it was an attempt at paraphrasing, at recalling or "saying the words"
i thought not-being-actual-lain was implicit
anyway, dont be so hard on others. lain is everything and thats ok, we can all together love her and be her
all in all the wired encompasses us whole