Tbh I would say try to find her and reach out to her and just say your sorry. Just to let her know that you atleast care.
Trust me I really wish I did, I was too scared and was dumb and thought that he was ok now. He seemed to be happy and I thought that him being out of HS and his home would help but I guess it didn’t. >>3597598
That what it fucking feels like.
I haven’t been able to talk to anyone about this in real life and I hate it. I’m just emotionally alone in my personal life, I tried to date someone who liked me but I just felt nothing and then when I would talk about my feelings should would just joke about it and never let me actually express my feelings. I just want someone to not judge me for the way I acted while I was stupid and young. I have tried to get better and I slowly am but it is fucking hard for me.