You know what bothers me is my inability to form emotional bonds with any of the /tf/ members, I suppose when Danzaiver was among us it was somewhat of a different story.
It really does bother me when I think of how nice I am and how butthurt I get over petty insults that I allow myself to feel, but let me tell you something else. The main reason I decided to "tag along" was I thought I could be the least cringe out of you all, but now I see it's becoming something difficult to achieve. Am I really too dumb to socialize with the witty members of /tf/ and their inside jokes? Have I allowed myself to become the inside joke?
I see I often put myself in a position where I feel it is my right to judge how the rest of /tf/ should behave, thus I go to lengths I should or shouldn't without ever really thinking why.