I live my life now sort of. I get to have cool things and go nice places. But it definitely nags me to just drive off into the sunset quite often.
I get to"live" 4 weeks a year. It just doesn't feel like enough. I've been to Antarctica and the most northern part of Alaska, Europe, Africa and the middle east doing "cool shit" but still find myself longing to just be poor and walk across Asia. And the harder part is , no one understands it.