Just from your little whiny blogpost and custom meme picture I can tell you wouldnt last a week and would hate every minute you do.
Why do you retards think you can escape to nature and live of the land if you cant even cut it in general society?
I live in my own house, grow my own produce and go hiking/mountain climbing/kayaking every other week and I still dont ever consider leaving the """degenerate""" society.
Unless you are one of the 0.0001% of weirdos with skills, mental capacity and zen level of patience to enjoy staring at the same wall and scenery for years, you will just suffer.
Your and mine only home is to find your place among other people.
Nobody is forcing you to shitpost on imageboards and jerk off to filtered instagram girls.