It's very kind of you to apologize, Anon! I apologize as well for my sass in the reply previous to this one. I do suppose I can understand how it may come off as a bit odd that someone could say so many positive things about a fictional character, of all things. That said, for me, there's just something so "endearing" about it all.
To be able to discuss and post about these characters is something of an enjoyable pass time, personally. I mean, I don't really think of it as being much else? I'm not harbouring any sort of insecurity, and utilizing this as some form of catharsis, nor am I lacking hobbies and people to communicate with that this has become the only manner in which I can feel some semblance of happiness.
As for the NSFW stuff, don't get me wrong. I'm excited to see it when it actually appeals to me, but it almost never does, so SFW is naturally the next best thing. Does all that... sort of make any sense?