I know those feels anon. I'm married but going through rough times in my marriage and I feel like sometimes I'm alone in my marriage, or fighting against myself because I am the way I am and I can't change that, and my wife and I don't see eye to eye because of that. I'm afraid we may end up getting a divorce... Hang in there anon, everything gets better with time. Here's a wallpaper to contribute.
Also, I got you fampai.