Started another semester at college, I've been putting off applications for an internship and to study abroad both because of the recent coronavirus scare and a general lack of motivation to do anything, as well as the fear of rejection. Joined a frat, had a hell of a time with the guys before spring break and I'm kinda miffed that I won't be seeing them until this all blows over. Aside from my usual isolation, it's now been a couple months since I cut someone I once trusted out of my life. It wasn't the best way to handle it, but the ways we thought about life and people were so different to be almost incompatible. I think about them every now and again, and wonder if I could have done something differently, but i'm too afraid to reach out them because of how I acted. Part of me knows this is for the better, but there's still a part that wants to hold out hope for forgiveness.>>7561708
Sounds like an interesting read man, wish you the best.