First of all dawg, talk to your family or go to a therapist or something, it definitely helps
Also, you won't believe because you don't have the perspective in life yet, but, what you do in high school doesn't define at all, you haven't lived enough yet, don't worry about it, you have more than enough time to actually experience life and what it can bring. Don't feel bad for yourself man, everyone has a different pace in life, for some, they peak at high school, for you? who knows. Stay strong man.
I don't have an inspirational pape, so fuck it, here's doom guy.