I'm here right now too. I've decided that my major is just a job and that I'm too far in it to change. I'm worried I'm going to apply for jobs and find nothing. I'm lonely because I live near all these party houses but I'm never invited to anything, and when I am invited to things I find reasons to not go because actually hanging out with that many people makes me anxious. I literally want things that I don't actually enjoy, because I was told my whole life that I should want them.
Butt fuck it, here's a picture of Tyler the Creator I stole from another thread.