I've been holding this in and not knowing who to talk to about this because I really don't have anyone to talk to about my problems so I'll tell you to help me overcome this.
There is girl that I Just can't stop thinking about. Someone that was very special in my life, I'm over the fact she is not in my life anymore and that she moved on. It's just the small things I do like listen to music, the smell of a specific perfume, the long drive from home just gives me the flashes of the memories of just seeing her in front of me with the smile that stops me in my tracks every time. The last time I've seen her it was during a night she looked at me and gave me a hug and all she told me was "I just have to go and be with someone else, you deserve better then me." But I just never understood. So I just left it as it is and let this sink in knowing that was my final goodbye to her
I've joined the army not to run away but to finally start my journey and not having worry anymore about someone else's happiness but my own. I'm finally leaving but this feeling of missing her still haunts me and I can still hear the sound of her voice in my head telling me those three words. "I love you."
Thank you for spending your time to read this and I hope everyone has a good day today.