She will never love you how long will it take you to fucking understand something that simple? What do you expect? She will wake up one day and realize that you're the one? Holy fucking shit man get back to reality and stop reading cheesy unrealistic books. Sorry if I'm being a dick but it's something you have to confront yourself with. Unless you do that you are a very sad human being.
Just go get a fucking hobby/hit the gym/get a degree or something, I will guarantee you will forget about her with the passage of time, you will have much more important shit to worry about.
Much love anon, the sooner you get your ass up the sooner you will feel better. Here, have my fave pape.