I'm missing home for the first time. My first year at uni was absolutely fine, didn't think about home that much at all. Weekly calls to parents and everything, but I didn't want to go home.
I felt like I didn't spend enough time with them over the summer, I was at work and then abroad for two weeks then I went back to uni.
I've been speaking to them a lot recently as my grandma died, I'm seeing them soon for the funeral. I'm just looking forward to being home for Christmas.
I think I'm okay though. I'm keeping myself to myself, and I'm liking it. Not going out partying that much, not drinking much. I care for my plants, I listen to my favourite music, I drink coffee. I've finally realised what my passion is and why I'm studying. I'm trying to learn guitar.
I'm not lonely, but it would be nice to have someone.