Hey i like that, but what about this?
This one has probably spent the most time as my background because it does emphasize the issues that run through my head daily. I am happy with my friends, family, what I'm learning in school, and how i spend my free time but i cannot help but think about how things could be different. What else could I be doing with my life? I am unsure a to why I feel so lost. I am happy, but am I really? I tell myself to be happy with what and who I have, because all are amazing things/people. It sounds weird but the song 'Love yours' by J. Cole always hits me, because it reflects on the exact crisis I always find myself having. When I liten though, I think about everything in my life and it makes me happy. This back and forth battle is so draining to me and I do not understand why I still fight myself about it. I feel I am homesick for a place that doesnt even exist.