Almost done now.
I decided there and then that I was going to be “That guy”
That guy that you see in the bar that everyone wants to talk to, the confident charismatic guy who had no issues getting the girl. I spent the whole summer reading pick-up books, studying techniques and body language. I was getting to the stage where I no longer viewed women as people but as obstacles.
I returned to collage as some people said, “Unrecognisable” and with an aura of “Self-assurance”.
However I was still horribly broken inside. On the day of my grandfather’s operation, he dropped me to collage and said his goodbye, I went into collage and felt nothing. He’s fine now, but it still pains me that I haven’t processed that emotion yet.
Nevertheless, I continued to run through women at break neck speed, all the while I was starting to talk more with a girl in my class, we got on great, so I decided not to treat her like the other girls.