I respect women a lot but I just can't see beyond their bodies. The only women I have non-sexual insight into are relatives (who just happen to be forbidden so who knows what could be if they weren't).
I am good at hiding it by imitating what I consider normie behavior so it's not taking its potential toll on me. It's just an irksome bee-sting kind of feel when you contemplate it.
I have other issues too (far, far worse) but for logistical reasons I cannot discuss them.