I'll throw in my reply too I guess.
I don't really know what's going on. I've been feeling even more lonely than usual of late and it hasn't been getting better. I've been single for all 20 years of my life and what friendships I have are unfulfilling. I struggle to talk to people and express my personality, I'm convinced that I'm dead boring and have nothing of value to add to anyone's life. I just kind of breeze through the weeks in a daze. I don't think I'm depressed or anxious but I still feel like this most days.
I suppose I feel like I've been improving a little bit over the years (moving to uni helped), but I still don't feel like I've come far.
And the other thing is I'm a bit disgusted at how much time I spend wallowing in these thoughts. I feel like it's all I think about these days just "me me me". I suppose that explains some things though. How can I expect people to care about me if I only care about myself?
I feel so shallow.
As for the pape, a nice view of the clouds will always cheer me up