May I ask how old you are?
I remember thinking that my parents were perfect in every way but it wasn't until i grew older and became an "adult" that something clicked in me and i realized that my parents are just normal people. Back when they had me they were about my current age. They were probably scared and had no clue what they were doing.
You parents aren't gods. They're exactly like you and everyone else. Just regular folks trying to get by living their own lives. You should love them and be thankful to them but you should not worship them or place them on some kind of pedestal.
Your well-being is more important than anything else. Do what you must in order to feel good about yourself and dont forget that you are amazing.