Worked for successful investments firms in the past but due to anxiety (possibly from drugs and alcohol from 12 years of age) i had to leave.
Travelled the world and had many great experiences, slept with many beautiful women.
Now im back home and an electrician trying to start a company battling the same anxiety ive always had.
When will it stop. When will i be successful and normal? Will i ever be?
I know working out and drinking less is a great help in battling it. But i feel so deflated with the inequality of the world and the mindless drones that we have become.