I am in college and I'm falling for my 4/10 friend that thinks I'm the sexiest chick in the whole world. He makes me very happy and I love spending time with him, and I routinely schedule times to hang out with him. We've gone so far as to cuddle and hug in a non-sexual way before, but for a week or so not, whenever he's near me I have this insatiable desire to kiss him. I want more than anything to profess my newfound feelings to him.
There's just one technical problem with me confessing to him how much I adore him, I think he's just friend-zoned me in a way. For a while around the time when we were first starting to really get to know each other, he wanted to get into my pants, and I was like, "well, join the list, man. You're not the only one who thinks I'm hot." Anyways, one day, when we were hanging out for a while, before I started having feelings for him, he said "you're a good friend, you can take me off that list you mentioned." It devastated me for some reason at the time. Now that we're so much closer, we almost seem like we're dating but we aren't, I wonder if he still feels that way about us only ever being friends and it depresses me so much to think like that.