I'm in a pretty good spot right now honestly. Going into my 3rd year of college. Decently attractive but pretty quiet and not super outgoing. Have a full scholarship, but military so i have to deal with dumb military cuckery sometimes. Met some genuinely good people through it tho. No debt. A loving family. Currently an intern at a great place with great people. In good shape physically. The only thing that really sucks for me is my gf of 2.5 years broke up with me 4 months ago and I still think about her. We did long (very long) distance for a while and I guess we just grew apart. The times we were together in person were the best times of my life. We never fought. Had great sex (she was lowkey kinky af). Honestly would have been happy marrying her. She was an amazing person. But she's dating some other guy now. that hurts.
Don't regret dating her tho. Would do it again even if I knew we would break up.
So yeah, despite my life being pretty damn great by most standards, I feel sorta empty. not sure if empty is the right word. Its just that after experiencing life with love, life without it seems sorta bland. Haven't let this stuff affect my life progress, but Really need to move the fuck on, but every time I see a picture of her it brings back memories of the times we had and I start thinking about her more. Need to find a new girl.
Other than that, I still visit /gif/ and /b/ to fap. Need to stop that shit before I become a cuck.
Stem major hw means little to no life during school year but its summer so fuck yea.
I hope you all find what you're looking for.
My only advice to you all is to search for whats right with the world not whats wrong with it. When you look hard for something, usually you'll find it. This has helped me live a happier life and I hope it helps you.