OP here, thought this thread was archived, I'll give an update even if nobody is probably on the thread.>>7061512
Nah, toxic habits go against my values. Sometimes my sleep schedule may be off and I do spend lots of free time on the internet. Aside from that, I think I am recovering now that I've rediscovered faith and reinvigorated my determination to excel, rather than constantly put myself down and think of myself as worthless.>>7063338
Trust me, each post can speak volumes sometimes. Thanks.
Also leaving a pape that I just found.>>7061862
Recently went on a camping trip, did take my mind off things.>>7061734
I don't know, I was in a pretty bad shape, but now I actually feel much better than I had in the previous months.>>7061469
Not clinical, I decided to break out of the self-destructive shell that I put myself in. Going to get a gym membership later this month.>>7061196
Oumf. I'm terribly sorry to hear that anon. And I agree, things will be better for all of us.