I love her way more than I thought. At this point she is all I think about when I´m alone and at night I can barely sleep without remembering the times we were together. With the lockdown we don´t talk as often as we used to, but when we text or phone each other we have the time of our lives.
We both know what´s up between us, but we decided to wait until we got to know each other better. We´ve known each other for four months now.
I tried to kill myself three months ago and shit´s been rough, but I´m starting to think that everything´s gonna be alright. I´m on Prozac now and I´m getting a lot of support from my family and friends, but she´s the only aspect of my life that I can´t get out of my mind for even a second. I guess you can call me lucky for having someone that likes me back as much as I love her, but it still sucks to be so far from each other.