I'm on a relationship with a wonderful woman, that supports me on almost anything. I'm finishing college this year, too (Biology). I have a pretty good resumé (2 scientific articles, a Springer book chapter and some other stuff too). THe problem is, i'm brazillian, and this is ptobably the worst time to finish college here. Our president is gradually taking away our scholarships (but i'm aware that this started before Bolsonaro, on Michel Temer's government). So, it's almost impossible for me (lower- middle class), to keep researching. I'll try to convince my tutor to let me work while taking my master degree (wich starts next year, if i'm competent enough). So, i'm feeling really bad. I have done a lot of interesting and relevant stuff in all this years, but none of this counts now.