Graduated university in 2013 (History major). Worked shitty wage jobs (bars, supermarkets), volunteered in Africa for a few months. I am absolutely certain that I don't want to get a 'proper' job, I don't care about getting rich and I fucking despise the way the world is run. The psychopaths are in charge and I simply want out. Consider suicide periodically, currently on antidepressants - before I was I had done some rehearsals for offing myself (but in truth I couldn't muster the courage to actually go through with it). Now I feel like I'm treading water as life passes me by. I see nothing worth doing.