It feels like I am disconnected from reality , on top of the fact that I don't feel like me anymore I don't feel like I act like me anymore , I mindlessly laught at stupid things that I don't even find funny , I try to be nice even if I know in the end I am not , it's just a nonsense.
It's this how it ends ? Lossing myself ? I expected better from me. You know , at one point in time I used to think that I was going to leave behind something , that my name could be related with something , that my ideas for videogames would come reality at some point , and that everyone would remember them.
At one point I used to think that I was good at what I loved.
Now I am just burning to the ground.