I feel ya, i have so much trouble not spacing out all the time that it feels like im living in a constant state of half-sleep.
Makes it really hard to start a new hobby or keep me interested in anything for longer than a couple of weeks.
Me n mine just split last week after we both realised we weren't ready for a relationship, even though we still like each other and get along fine.
But like you said, all you can do is live for the moment.
Just trying to enjoy the company of friends and family, even if its only brief.
Maybe one day I'll stumble onto something that'll stick around for long enough.
Also nice papes Anon,
heres an iced T